What is the difference between a teenager's bre**ts and a 48 year old woman's bre**ts?

I am 50 years old now. I was married when I was 30 to a 28 year old woman. I never could get a girlfriend in my school or college days. I live in India. In those days our society was much conservative than it is today. In our days we couldn't even approach a girl even to just ask her name. Getting to know her date of birth was next to impossible. Those days were completely different. In these days college students bunk classes and go to movies and even to resorts to have s*x. In our younger days there was no TV, no videos, no cell phones, no computers, no internet ....etc. From the days of my teenage till today I have always dreamed of handling and fondling the bre**ts of a teenage girl. I could never get a chance so far. And, I am still dreaming. Is there any solution for my problem in terms of how to get rid of this feeling? I know I never will get a chance even in future. I need to control my depression, unhappiness, losers feeelings ....etc. I want to know what is the difference between a teenager's bre**ts and a 48 year old woman's bre**ts. Is there much difference or does it not matter at all. Are all the same? Or, do youngsters have soft and tender bre**ts which give a totally different feeling when fondled?